I'm So Happy To Be A Mom, But Now I Can't Stop Thinking About Death

I can relate. From Cameron’s first eight days, spent in the NICU, to his independent teen years now, the flavor of worry evolves, but it’s always still the same fear: some day I will not be here with him. I’m learning now how to step back and let him grow into the adult he needs to be. And the autism just adds another layer of apprehension to my parenting. But I am starting to see that he will, someday, be fine without me.
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